Showing posts with label temptation. Show all posts
Showing posts with label temptation. Show all posts

Thursday, May 27, 2021

The third attempt of the hired man

Earlier today, I was swinging with my hammock inside the forest park when I saw an almost chubby, somewhat late twenties or early thirties young man who came cycling on a bicycle.

He stopped, had his bike parked and leaned on the sidewalk railings.

And went down to sit on the park's stony slope where both of us could see each other -- from a safe distance.

I already had a hint he was the same man as the two occasions he came to me -- the man hired to make me fall into temptation and commit the sin of the flesh.

This time, he exuded confidence and intent on carrying out his task on wooing me into having a sexual affair with him.

His face with a mask and his face without a mask seem to be of different faces and had visual effects on his physical build up.

I had no inkling if his face mask was worn on that third try he showed himself.

But I changed position so that I was swinging with my front and face away from him.

I had to show my disinterest right away.

If he were intent on tempting me, I should also be intent on blocking the temptation.

No, I should never block the temptation!

I had to flee from the temptation.

I unfastened my hammock from the trees, slid it into my bag and left the man there unsuccessful in his bid.

And the financial reward the plotters promised him once he succeeded takes flight.

Wednesday, May 19, 2021

No suspicious activity yet

No suspicious activity have I observed since dawn and so far tonight.

Probably, it's over for now but I need vigilance more than ever, I know "they" are planning for a surprise comeback to get me unawares. 

"They" had done it before and they will do it again and again until "they" catch me off-guard transgressing.

The hired man continues to do his job

I woke up early dawn today as usual and had to begin walking towards a particular eatery for coffee.

While walking, I noticed a man crossing the street as if coming towards me and looking straight to my eyes but went on walking opposite where I headed.

I had the chance to study and look at him on his back as he walked away, he was wearing a yellow T-shirt and white "purontong" pants!!!

I came to a realization: he was wearing the same as the man's clothes yesterday.

Could it be the same man?

I was still groggy from sleep.

The man yesterday, apparently taller and lean, was wearing a face mask.

The man this dawn, apparently almost chubby, wore the same clothes but without a face mask on so that, with the lamppost lighting from behind him, I could see the roughness of his face.

I followed him with my eyes and he took an immediate right turn to a dark place next to where I spend every night sleeping as a homeless.

I know the place and he is not a familiar face in the area.

I knew what he was up to.

To wait if I would follow him in the dark.

What for?

To tempt me into committing a sexual sin with him.

But "they" cannot fool me into getting trapped in their lairs. 

God has already ordained the outcome!

I left the scene and finally had a cup of coffee in the morning.

Thursday, September 27, 2018

A plea for intercession

I am appealing to those who do not wish my fall to pray or, if possible, make sacrifices for me because I am currently facing a strong battle, a certain temptation in the area of personal matter. Advice cannot at this time help. Just prayers coupled with, if possible, some sacrifice that I won't fall. God bless for your generosity.